pursuit of security

  

four of pentacles rx + ten of wands

You don't need so much stuff, darling.  Take a break from maintaining your image.  You're consumed by your pursuit of security.  This quest for material security has become a burden.  While pursuing a worldly position, you have overextended yourself.  You had a difficult early life, but sometimes you gotta say no to a job and to the world.  You forgot that security within is equally important.  Now there's a struggle between your inner and outer lives.  Start saying yes to your inner world, and trust that you won't go bankrupt or hungry.