being a bully

       

five of swords + eight of cups

Hey buddy, please stop being a bully.  Drop the pushy attitude, and do not mistreat others in the same way you have been mistreated.  Perhaps you were a victim of sexual abuse, and you have remained in conflict with that person / those persons.  Whatever went wrong, your disappointment is valid, my friend.  Your heart's been injured, and you are in emotional pain, but don't let negativity prevail.  While this card combo confirms that you have been victimized and you're grieving, the advice is to look deep within to understand the inner turmoil that causes your depression.  You're strong enough to fight the imbalance and inner turmoil you're battling.