male and feminine

   

king of cups + five of swords  

We have a querent with a very deep grasp of human nature, whose male and feminine energies are balanced.  They're preparing to go to a place where they will mingle with equally mature people, yet their destination is stirring up mixed feelings about life in general.  As they process these unresolved mixed feelings, do not stop the period of contemplation - dive deep and, as Pooh says, "think think think" it through.  One of the querent's most positive qualities is diplomacy, and I suspect the ultimate solution could be gentle diplomacy for all, including the querent themself.  This querent definitely shouldn't feel prematurely defeated by the place they're going to and the mature peer group they'll meet.  This querent's no less tolerant, kind, capable than the the folks they'll be joining - and our querent shouldn't forget this:  Know that you are supported by the universe.  Never let your compassion and self-confidence waver!