today's sad querent

    

    five of cups + the fool  

Today's sad querent feels that the loss in their life has only started and that there isn't an end in sight (the Fool).  This person feels embarrassed and like a fool.  They also feel guilty about something.  They are disappointed by a new beginning they recently stepped into (the Fool).  S/he suspects that their current state of grief will continue and extend into a long period of mourning.  Because yes, this person was probably abandoned in a deeply hurtful way.  But in the long run, grief is the catalyst for a beginning that will turn out to be noteworthy and nice.